I held one position for 7 years. No miracle ending. Just dead air, self-doubt, obsession, and the slow collapse of everything I thought I controlled.

What survived wasn’t a portfolio. It was a system—stitched together from damage, failure, and way too much silence.

Full log here. Free. No signup, no funnel, no upsell. Just what I wish someone had handed me earlier.

https://gofile.io/d/MyBKs1 (Full PDF)