"Free to Play" player

If you spend money for ingame currency, you are by definition not a free to play player. If you pay money for in game progress in the form of useless currency – that just evaporates away so you have to pay even more – you have already given up. A proper game would never let you do that. You have given in to the pay to win / pay to play garbage.

I know, we shouldn't blame the victims of these scummy dynamics and good for OP to come to the realization. But it's just really hard for me not to blame the people who play all that trash and fill the pockets of these disgusting gambling companies.