I'm panicking, I don't know what to do anymore. Put in hundreds of applications and I'm about to run out of money. Having trouble focusing and I just don't know what to do anymore.

There's a company I've been trying to get ahold of in particular, been talking with the hiring manager for a month or so after they rejected me. I can't really tell if he's just making fun of me or actually trying to help find me a role.